The Saudade
It was a summer evening,
the leaf from the trees moving away by air. Whispers of caterpillar was continuously making ‘’Crick crick’’ sound The moment was quite enough for my thoughts
to listen my self ,I was afraid of the thought that they wont whisper away by
air so I held quite trying not to let go of my self with fear .My eyes were
searching for something ‘’my head shook up words’’ Sky was blue with a shade
of darkness as sun was setting to its destination. I wonder why we are surrounded by peoples ? This could be the reasons of my thoughts I’m not sure yet Why I’m upset? Tired of this question to be
unanswered ,my eyes went close for a while with a ‘’sigh’’.What is it I feel
,Never felt before such feelings in my life may be I was too busy looking whats
bothering me, Yes! The moment of my ‘’joy’’ I finally found it All the awareness from within me. What happened to me in that pause ? I felt my presence from
within me not around me I felt ‘’nature’’ I felt ‘’present’’ not future nor
past I felt Now. Wind passed my eyes with a strange feeling of strong whisper ,im
blowing feel me, mosquitoes were ‘’buzzing’’,
etc. Suddenly I felt something I was not sure what was it but it was
‘’Now’’.
